30

having turned thirty only recently, and not quite knowing how to write about it (no, it doesn't feel like all of a sudden am old and responsible) i will retreat to my favourite activity:
quote from something that i have been reading lately.

'the random ordering of the world, the unimaginable odds against any particular condition, still please me. [..] never believed in fate or providence, or the future being made by someone in the sky. Instead, at every instant, a trillion trillion possible futures; the pickiness of pure chance and physical laws seemed like freedom' (I.McEwan Saturday)

yes perhaps this fascination for random order and random encounters and chance is still what keeps me happy in this world..